Today was my last day at my job. I am officially jobless. It’s a bittersweet feeling. I am excited for this journey I am preparing to take, yet at the same time the unknown is terrifying. The closer it gets to my time to start on the trail, the more unsure I become of my abilities - physically and mentally, to be capable of making it to Maine. I have become so determined however. Several things have been on my heart concerning my future and how this trek is preparing me for what I might face in the future. I am being led somewhere I am not so sure I want to go. Well, not so much that I don’t want to go there - just that’s its not what I’ve planned to go do for the rest of my life. But when you are called to do something and the path is made ready - it would be completely stupid not to go. I don’t know where I will go after I complete the trail, but I am ready to do what I am called to do. Through this trek I hope to find myself - grow comfortable in my own skin and with my own abilities. Also, to grow in my faith, and learn to trust that if I do what I am lead to do - I will be taken care of. There are so many unknowns… Terrifying uncertainties…. And unsettling statistics. But this is the path I have be put on and I will fight with everything I’ve got to see it through. To work through the hard times - to refuse to give up even when you feel you have nothing left to give, is when you discover your true strength and learn what you are really capable of. So when do we start? :)